I’m sure a lot of people had gone through these stages, where you have absolutely no idea what is going to happen, what your future would be like, what your future is gonna hold.
In the past 18 years, my life had been planned out, my only goal is to survive kindergarten, primary, then secondary school, but now, I am on my own. Can I do this?
I still am not even sure what I want to study in university, I know I like media, but broadcast media? Media arts? I really don’t know. It doesn’t help that the society is so competitive, we don’t get to do what we want to do. Which is why I had always been resisting the society, trying to breakthrough the expectations of other people. Basically, I want to do what I want to do, not what others want me to do, not what the society wants me to do. Life is too short to waste it on other people’s expectations. And I believe in that.
Hopefully, this depressed state will be worth it when I could finally find my own passion. (Just fyi, I do get depressed at least once a year, but usually it’s just minor depression. Except for the year 2010.)
One of the songs that are helping me get through this time.
I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not, and who I am. -Jason Mraz